I would insert the picture of the Account Cancelled picture, but you’ve all seen it.

Several weeks ago, I thought it would be prudent to take a break from WoW since I wasn’t really having fun in the game.  Fun came in spurts of about 2 days, when I’d make a new alt.  Then the newness wore off and things weren’t fun anymore.  I had no goal, I wasn’t going anywhere.  I’d log on out of habit (damn compulsive habits) but do nothing besides idle in Dalaran bothering certain Naithins while he’s in heroics or raids.

Basically a chat client I was paying for.

It’s been nearly a week since I’ve decided I wasn’t going to log in.  I’ve spent my nights watching Law and Order marathons laying in bed (rather than watching Law and Order marathons while playing the newest flavor of baby alt) and it feels REALLY good.  Lus took running back up last month and I ordered myself running shoes as well.  I also have an order of books on the way and knowing that I have more than enough time to delve right in and spend time reading them feels so good.

(As a sidenote, I think know that WoW is bad for my reading.  I love reading.  I love books.  It was my love before WoW and it runs deeper than WoW.  I’ve neglected my books severely since I’ve been playing (the only time I’ve neglected WoW for books was when I was reading, then re-reading, the Outlander series – I’d spend DAYS reading without even WANTING to log in) and my Readernaut profile is evidence of that.  I’ve been “reading” a book for almost two months, because I only read for a half hour every week, if that.  And I dislike the book because I can’t really sink into it and settle into the world that I’m reading about.  I find I enjoy books much more when I have an hour or more to devote to reading without interruptions.  I don’t know how people can read when they only have bits of their day to do it in.)

(Also, if any of you are readers, please let me know if you have a Readernaut profile!  Or better yet, make one!  Book friends + catalogueing = <3)

At any rate, I really don’t see any reason to be unhappy in a game that used to be fun for me.  I’m looking forward to Cataclysm and am planning on buying the expansion (whenever it is that it’s released) but until then I don’t plan to log in anymore.  (I’m not saying that I will NOT log in, I may feel an urge to play something or create someone and I am able since my account is paid until October.)

So, that’s the story.  The blog has been stagnating ever since my most recent move (sad as that is, even if lots of you will say I had it coming) and since I won’t be in game anymore, I’ll have even less to write about.  I’d maybe post the odd bit here or there, but barring that, if you have a “Hibernating” category in your feedreader (I do, I call it “Zzzzzzz”) then why don’t you throw my feed in there for the time being?  Much appreciated.

I’ll still be around on twitter (@_anea) so  we can still chat!

Perhaps I’m a little late in getting the word out, but there’s a contest that you all should know about.

It’s a little poetry contest that Alas is having over at her place.  She’s soliciting poems about DinoTam – if you haven’t heard of him… well, I don’t know what rock you’ve been under.

Compose a little ditty about DinoTam and send it her way.  I sent mine in just today!  You have today and tomorrow to consult your muse and e-mail your entry in.  (I hope that’s enough time for you only just now hearing about the contest!)

Speaking of DinoTam, he’s on twitter!  @DinoTam!

You know who else is on twitter that I fangirled about?  @Supaflyretpally!  Yes, you read correctly – Jong succumbed and is now on twitter.  I just wish he would tweet more…

And there you have it, dear readers – a random mish-mash of poetry contest advertisement and random links that I compiled off the top of my head in a few minutes!

Your reguarly scheduled programming should be back soon-ish.

Does anyone remember those days?  When you were perfectly happy to have an alt that had some bags and perhaps some gold thrown their way, either from a main or from a friend if you were playing on a new server?

I can barely remember those days, which is sad considering that heirlooms are a pretty new addition to the game.

Time was, I was happy to have the challenge of starting out on a new server, totally alone and at the mercy of the RNG for bag drops until I had managed to scrounge up enough to buy bigger bags from the AH.

Now?  *sigh* Now, it seems I’ve been so spoiled that I broke my own Draenei-only rule on my home server (Exodar – geddit?) and have been rolling other races and even *GASP* Horde on my server!  Yes, it’s true.  I broke my own server rules just for the sake of faster leveling and convenience.

Not as if those alts have half a chance of making it past 60, but hey.  It’s the principle of the thing.

Yesterday I rolled a new alt – an Orc huntress (which has already been received to mass critical acclaim on Twitter as my avatar) but… I rolled her on a server that wasn’t my home server.  (And a PvP realm nonetheless.  Ugh.)

But really, even though the fact that it’s a PvP realm is a serious turnoff… I hesitated most because I couldn’t have my heirlooms.  I couldn’t send them cross-server.  And as much as I’m trying to get into the whole “it’s not the destination, it’s the journey” bit of leveling a new character (more for my sanity than anything), it’s pretty nice to have an easier, quick journey, isn’t it?

I’m telling myself I’m getting back to my roots, back to how leveling used to be and what I used to enjoy!  I liked having alts back when there were no heirlooms, no faster leveling and no randomizer.  Have I gotten so soft?  Have I truly forgotten what it was like when gold and bags were enough to make me happy?

In the midst of work, I noticed that Lassirra (of The Hunter’s Mark) had posted a musing:

If I were a raid boss, what would my abilities be and what kind of raid would I be in?? I wonder.

And at first I thought I’d be a caster boss of some sort, in the vein of the Shade of Aran in Kara – I thought that was a pretty fun event.  But then I thought, “No!  I would be someone even better!”

Thaddius.

Yes.

I was honestly not too impressed with the bosses in Naxx… I’m not sure why, since everyone was so gung ho about Naxx in the beginning.  The other bosses were ok and they were… well, bosses, but Thaddius?  I looked forward to that fight.  I didn’t enjoy the jumping from the platform part (never have I been so thankful for Levitate) but the tank switching?  The polarization switches?  So much fun! I’m not sure if it was fun for everyone else (no one else in my guild seemed to be particularly excited for the fight) but really… I’d be this boss.

In fact, I’d take Thaddius’ mechanics, but I’d have the Maiden model.  (Say what you will, I like it!)

Polarization dialogue:

*distressed*  ”Which one shall I choose?”

*excitedly*  ”Yes!  This is right!”

*scornfully*  ”You displease me!”

*brightly*  ”I can see this working!”

Player killed dialogue:

*angrily*  ”Inferior pest!  You didn’t plan!”

*dramatically*  ”You were not the one.”

Defeat dialogue:

*long sigh*  So it ends again.

Yep.  Anea the Undecided.1

MAKE IT HAPPEN, BLIZZ.


  1.  Wow, this ties in on so many levels, huh?

Agendas: can you play without them?

When this question occurred to me, I decided my answer was yes. Who could play without agendas better than I? I played what I wanted when I wanted and for how long I wanted. I switched at will and (kind of) never looked back. There weren’t any consequences to my constant switching, since I wasn’t in a guild and didn’t have people depending on some character I no longer played.

However, as about four alts got created and deleted in one day, I figured that no, I am totally playing with agendas. A lot of them.

I think a goal (an item on the agenda) would be to reach 80. I think that everyone has that one, so it “doesn’t count” here. However, beyond that… what other agendas do I have?

  1. To level useful professions
  2. To level those professions apace with character level
  3. Also level fishing/cooking/first aid1
  4. Be of a race/class combo that “makes sense”2
  5. Feel “right”
  6. Does the character represent me as a person?

Notice that last item.  ”Does the character represent me as a person?”

A little insane, huh?  Can’t a character just be what they are?  Well… after more than a year of acute altitis, I can say no, they’re not that way for me.  I’ve written numerous posts about how characters need to feel right (name included) and that they need to have everything “match” – and now I’m thinking it’s not just so that the character is aesthetically pleasing and well rounded, it’s that I am trying to show different facets of myself with each new character I roll.  Each slightly different for each different mood and facet.

This makes me feel more than lame – don’t worry, you’re not the only ones thinking it.

These items on the agenda are usually met when I first roll a character – professions are planned out and leveled (exactingly too, I might add) and if they make it to level 5, they’ve met the requirements for the other two.  And even number six is met… for a while.  Then my mood changes and I’m off to something else.

It seems that I am incapable of having an alt just to have an alt.  To experience that alt and everything it comes with for a little while, then move on and come back to it3 as normal players do.  How many of you have alts, play them for a bit, go back to your main, play them.  Maybe play another alt.  Then come back to the first alt and play some more and still be happy with it?  Level it to 80!  Gear and raid on them a bit!  And are still happy because they have no silly hidden agendas?

Or alternatively, do you have agendas, they’re just not quite as impossible as mine are?

  1. A character doesn’t feel “complete” without them
  2. Highly subjective
  3. I am notoriously bad about deleting characters that “no longer feel right”

Those of you who read me on my other blogular incarnations might remember I wrote about playing with the sound off, so that I could hear the sounds that are included in the zone, but get covered up by the music.

Somehow, the music got turned on when I turned the sound on when I rolled a new character today. I had to travel to the Undercity to learn daggers, and as I zoned in to Tirisfal Glades, the music changed (naturally).

However, the music was totally blowing my mind.  I guess perhaps since it was a zone I made efforts not to spend time in unless absolutely necessary (you know how I feel about the Forsaken) and also perhaps since I’ve had the music off for months, this was totally new to me.  I surely didn’t remember music like this.  Or perhaps because whenever I had rolled an Undead (I was only experimenting!  It meant nothing!) I was always fighting and the sounds of combat overrode any music that may have been playing.

Somewhere, I had read/heard that when Blizz (or perhaps all games?) have their voices/music made, they don’t let people know, “Hey, btw, your stuff is going to be in a game called World of Warcraft” ’cause it was supposed to be a secret – I guess they didn’t want info leaked even regarding the music.  (I’m just going on the assumption this is true – correct me if that statement is erroneous.)  So, if that is true and they’re trying to keep things on the down low, how do they convey to the composer how the music should sound for each zone/piece they write, what ought to be conveyed, what the music represents?  Since clearly each area needs to sound different, especially the starting areas, since they give a first impression of what a new character is like and about.

The music was really so great that I just stood for a while in front of the entrance to the Undercity, just listening to the music on loop for a while, just soaking it in.  Thinking about how this is really perfect for a new Forsaken to hear as they enter the world.  There are a few accents that really sound Human (a lone, sad trumpet note) then a few that feel more sad, haunting and “Forsaken” – muted harp notes, sad vocal accents, an oboe, suspenseful parts (as if they belonged in a scary movie, like high violin notes), even crows cawing and over all that was a feeling of suspense too, I thought.

A very large part of my process for creating a character and playing them is getting into the right mindset.  All the parts need to make a complete whole that is harmonious.  Did I find myself getting into the mindset of a Forsaken character?  Honestly, I did.  This music was the perfect soundtrack for the creation of some bony1 fighter and thinking about them and their history.

So, I wonder – if you really want to get a feel for a character of a race (even your old race, if you haven’t been to the starting area in a while!) – should you sit in the starting area for a while, just listening (not fighting) to the music of your race?  I think it would be a great idea.  Setting the tone for the character and their coming adventures with music can only be good.


  1. Yes, that’s bony, not bonny

Ideas come to me rather randomly.  I’ll be minding my own business and then all of a sudden there’s this idea or question in my head.  Really, out of nowhere.  More often than not they have no bearing whatsoever on what I was doing as the idea came to me either, so they’re rather a surprise.

While I was being very productive1 at work today, I wondered what Class seems like they would be the average John Doe Race in people’s minds.

Now, clearly this is highly variable depending on your experiences.  But I’m curious!

Let’s take Dwarves, for example.  Even though their plate wearers can be quite fierce2 and their priests are… well, nearly non-existant, I think the average Dwarf would be a hunter.  Not just because there are lots of them running around – but because the image that plays in the Vanilla cinematic of the grizzled male Dwarf with his trusty Bear is quite striking and stays with me.  Dwarves are explorers and it seems that explorers are leather-wearers.  Anyone remember Hemit Nesingwary?  Exactly.

I’ve also thought about the other races to try to decide what I thought they’d be, just for fun:

  • Gnomes – Mage (Expansive Mind, yes?)
  • Humans – couldn’t pick just one
  • Night Elves – Druid
  • Draenei – Paladin, of any flavor
  • Tauren – Warrior/Druid tie
  • Orc – Warrior RAWR
  • Blood Elves – Mage/Warlock tie
  • Troll – Shaman
  • Undead – Apothecaries3

That’s just off the top of my head though.

(P.S. – Aren’t footnotes fun?)


  1. Definitely not standing staring out the window
  2. Did you read about Krona?
  3. Try as I might, I really couldn’t think of a class I could only think of the Evil Apothecaries(tm)

Have you noticed that every so often, you’ll get put in to a random (or a friend asks you along with them) and the instance is one that you just hate and you can’t even say why?  Which are they?

I bet 9/10 of you will say Gnomer.  (Back before the Randomizer I bet that number will have been smaller, but now that we can queue for randoms, even the Horde have the joys of slogging through the troggs and irradiation) and not without reason!  Just as with 80s abandoning the Oculus (before they put in the extra goodies as incentive to stay) people will zone in to Gnomer and more often than not, someone will drop before anyone moves one step away from the portal.

Why though?  Is Gnomer such a bad instance?  Not really!  Sure, it’s a little confusing the first time, but which instance in Vanilla isn’t?  It’s surely not as bad as BRD, that’s for sure.  (Gawd, I hate that place – I still don’t know my way around.)  There aren’t any hard mechanics and the packs of mobs are easy to pull in chunks you can deal with.  Even if you “don’t like Gnomes” then you should be ok with this instance – you’re killing them!

No, I propose that the reason certain instances are just so horrible is that your groupmates get stupid in them.

Hear me out.

Pick which instance you really dislike.  Gnomer.  Some people would choose Wailing Caverns (can’t imagine why, that place is so lovely).  Blood Furnace.  Ahn’Kahet.  The Oculus.  If you ran that with a group of guildies, would you still hate it?

No – because you wouldn’t constantly be worried that a DPS is going to commit suicide in The Bad, about whether the Tank is going to run off and pull half the instance while you’re drinking or whether the Healer is going to go AFK without notice.  Sometimes, some blessed time, you will have a fantastic group that would rock your character’s socks off if there was a slot to equip them, but that’s more the exception than the rule.

I’m quickly approaching the Gnomer level of randoms on my rogue and I am just dreading it – sure, I never really liked it before, but it’s worse with PuGs.  Maybe if I go in to the instance with a positive attitude (even if it’s a fake one, like the fake smiles we wear early in the morning at work) then I will be the catalyst that will sway the general PuG atmosphere from “goddammit, [Instance] again? /quit” to “Whoo guys, let’s ROCK!” and you’ll see that the instance isn’t so bad after all.  Perhaps you’ll even learn to like it!

Well.  Perhaps not the last step exactly but you see what I’m saying.